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[06 Aug 2004|12:04am]
[ mood | calm ]

I haven't said much here lately.  It has all been just so... unreal I must say.

Somehow my sanity came back... yes, unbelieveble, but what is more unbelieveble is that my dearest sviour Marius is dead.  Burned alive I've been told. 

I just don't believe how it can be.  He is so old and strong.  How and why!?

I will mourne him but there isn't much I can do now.  Maybe he is in a better place, who knows.

I and Jesse were going to check on the mortal Dominic, but I sense he isn't all that mortal anymore and going out of New Orleans for that matter...  what to do then...

Maybe I should get me some new clothes.....


Ella Fitzgerald... these old blues/jazz women fascinate me.  I never liked them in my living days.  ... yeah....


[23 Jul 2004|07:28pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I was just experiencing my weirdest feeling so far.

I heard voices.  Many.  Loud. 

And I fainted.

.... I'm scared....

Is it strange to be a vampire and want my mommy?


[04 Jul 2004|06:30pm]
[ mood | scared ]

The queen is supposedly back.  Jessie just told me.  I can't believe it.  She is supposed to be dead.. right?



[23 Jun 2004|12:03am]
[ mood | hungry ]


I just realized I haven't eaten in 3 nights....

I'm hungry....


[11 Jun 2004|12:32am]
[ mood | touched ]


Feelings are weird... don't you tihnk?... one time you feel lonley.. and the next loved. Maybe even in love. I think I've found one of the fairest creatures on earth.... But I won't tell her... can vampires fall in love?...

It is really too soon to tell, really.. I have only just met her... but.. maybe she and I will become partners....

Ah.. I miss the human love. Although vampire love is maybe stronger in many cases.. I still miss the passions.. and the sex of course... *sigh*

Well.. back to my cup of coffee....


[02 Jun 2004|12:44am]
[ mood | confused ]

Ah... my little conversation with Pandora is a little weird.. and I don't know where we are going or weather we go anywhere at all.. have to do something!! :D

3 deaths | drink

[24 May 2004|11:30pm]
[ mood | lonely ]


live is boring now... to think that I will live to ... just... live forever..... the thought of it is ... suffocating!...

I'm too much alone I think....

Pandora is on my level I think... or at least I hope so.... she's lonly too.... we can maybe be together for a while....


[12 May 2004|02:37am]
Ah.. my dear friends! Sorry how long it has been.. I've been gathering my thought.. putting them to a save place!

Met a very strange woman... don't know who she is... hmm...

Ah.. I miss everybody....

[02 May 2004|02:24am]
Hey y'all

This is all very new for me... just stumbled upon it when I was surfing on the net.

I ran away again. I know I shouldn't have but I still did. They all make me so mad sometimes, it just.. can't reallu put my hands on it, there is just something. It is a little harder to get away I must say, after I walked the dark road.. or whatever Lestat likes to call it. That man has some serious problems in his head. No wonder... *grin* No, he is a nice guy, I just don't get him.

Hmm.. wonder if I should get back.... I'm at least gonna catch my dinner *grin*
3 deaths | drink

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